After your memorial service I spent time with one of your partners, a cam star, along with a mutual friend who was also your **** dealer. We smoked shimmering moon rocks, exchanged books, and took pictures. I wanted to mobilize, but didn’t know what for.
My body felt electric at the root, ready for action,
if only I knew what.
We all said we would keep in touch,
and I desperately wish we had.
I never got my books back.
So many things fell apart when you died.
Aug 6, 2020
Aug 6, 2020 at 10:16 PM UTC
After your memorial service I spent time with one of your partners, a cam star, along with a mutual friend who was also your **** dealer. We smoked shimmering moon rocks, exchanged books, and took pictures. I wanted to mobilize, but didn’t know what for.
My body felt electric at the root, ready for action,
if only I knew what.
We all said we would keep in touch,
and I desperately wish we had.
I never got my books back.
So many things fell apart when you died.
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