1...
I try my best to breathe and count to ten.
2...
I'm trying everything so I can feel again.
3...
The shaking comes and I can't seem to stop it.
4...
All of my thoughts are just telling me to commit.
5...
I'm trying my best to see the beauty in life.
6...
But all I can focus on is the glistening knife.
7...
My thoughts become empty as I reach for my heart.
8...
My head is clear and I'm no longer falling apart.
9...
I'm no longer afraid of death, I welcome it with open arms.
10...
Now I don't even have to worry about the silent alarms.
Jul 31, 2020
Jul 31, 2020 at 3:19 PM UTC
1...
I try my best to breathe and count to ten.
2...
I'm trying everything so I can feel again.
3...
The shaking comes and I can't seem to stop it.
4...
All of my thoughts are just telling me to commit.
5...
I'm trying my best to see the beauty in life.
6...
But all I can focus on is the glistening knife.
7...
My thoughts become empty as I reach for my heart.
8...
My head is clear and I'm no longer falling apart.
9...
I'm no longer afraid of death, I welcome it with open arms.
10...
Now I don't even have to worry about the silent alarms.
