create
instigate
create
instigate
as soon as i flow freely
i remember
there's a gate
dragging me to the past
back on goes the cast
it happens so fast
it feels like fate
as if i am cemented into the gate
the gate to my past
any glimmer of hope dashed in a blast
it happens so fast
my life is juxtaposition
of attempts to succeed
and temptation to bleed
addicted to pain
as if by virtue of loss there's nothing to gain
life punctuated by pain
i lay in bed
to rest my head
but there is goes again
my inner critic awakens
i submit, forsaken
the space where my life begins and ends
the juxtaposition reinforced
success left at the door
and pain endorsed
Jul 22, 2020
Jul 22, 2020 at 12:11 PM UTC
create
instigate
create
instigate
as soon as i flow freely
i remember
there's a gate
dragging me to the past
back on goes the cast
it happens so fast
it feels like fate
as if i am cemented into the gate
the gate to my past
any glimmer of hope dashed in a blast
it happens so fast
my life is juxtaposition
of attempts to succeed
and temptation to bleed
addicted to pain
as if by virtue of loss there's nothing to gain
life punctuated by pain
i lay in bed
to rest my head
but there is goes again
my inner critic awakens
i submit, forsaken
the space where my life begins and ends
the juxtaposition reinforced
success left at the door
and pain endorsed
