I am scared of losing the people I love,
because they will find someone
better,
lighter,
happier,
easier,
less problematic,
less worrisome,
...
someone more present,
someone more pleasant.
I am scared of people forgetting me,
of people realizing they're better off without me,
and realizing that I am actually weighing them down.
I am scared of being left alone,
of being abandoned.
(Just like many have before)
I am scared of not being worthy of love and commitment.
I am scared of people realizing they have made a mistake by being friends with me and letting me in their lives.
I am scared of being alone and unloved.
Scared to death.
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 8:31 AM UTC
I am scared of losing the people I love,
because they will find someone
better,
lighter,
happier,
easier,
less problematic,
less worrisome,
...
someone more present,
someone more pleasant.
I am scared of people forgetting me,
of people realizing they're better off without me,
and realizing that I am actually weighing them down.
I am scared of being left alone,
of being abandoned.
(Just like many have before)
I am scared of not being worthy of love and commitment.
I am scared of people realizing they have made a mistake by being friends with me and letting me in their lives.
I am scared of being alone and unloved.
Scared to death.
This fright consumes me.
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