Tossing and turning, the air so hot and humid;
No sound, but for the whirring of the fan.
My thoughts are so busy and take me to the future and also to the past,
I feel sadness then excitement, happiness, joy and it takes my breath away..
So many emotions fighting with each other it makes me dizzy,
I feel every beat of my heart, it pounds so hard I can see the rise and fall in my chest.
It aches for the ones I have loved and lost;
It aches for the new love I have found.
Laying here in my bed, I make peace with my emotions,
It is an honour and a privilege to have been able to love and be loved so completely.
Love is not a given in life, yet, I have been dealt the winning hand twice.
I finally feel content and safe and accept this new love that consumes me.
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 3:07 AM UTC
Tossing and turning, the air so hot and humid;
No sound, but for the whirring of the fan.
My thoughts are so busy and take me to the future and also to the past,
I feel sadness then excitement, happiness, joy and it takes my breath away..
So many emotions fighting with each other it makes me dizzy,
I feel every beat of my heart, it pounds so hard I can see the rise and fall in my chest.
It aches for the ones I have loved and lost;
It aches for the new love I have found.
Laying here in my bed, I make peace with my emotions,
It is an honour and a privilege to have been able to love and be loved so completely.
Love is not a given in life, yet, I have been dealt the winning hand twice.
I finally feel content and safe and accept this new love that consumes me.
