I told you I would never give up
I never did give up.
I love you just as much as i did 2160 days ago.
But you gave up on me,
on us.
You shunned away your feelings
and now you don't feel it anymore.
You don't feel anything anymore.
I can't blame you.
Love is a beautiful cluster-fuck of emotions,
but at the end of the day
when your insomnia begins
darkness fills your somber heart
and you question love.
But I do love you.
More than you could ever possibly comprehend.
But, that doesn't matter
because my personality and clothing choice,
will never make up for hers.
I want to be what you want me to be,
but no matter how hard I try,
I Cannot be her.
There is no amount of pastel makeup,
and sparkly shirts,
that will make me her.
I could obtain her exact wardrobe,
and hair color,
and that dumb laugh she uses,
when she makes fun and jokes.
But, I could never be her, ever.
I somehow hurt you,
I never want to see you cry,
or in pain.
To this day I Cannot Believe that I somehow managed,
to hurt someone so perfect,
and so genuine,
and innocent.
I just want to show you that I never meant hurt you like that.
But you want me to be her,
and I'm sorry but that is the one thing I cannot do for You.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 2:53 AM UTC
I told you I would never give up
I never did give up.
I love you just as much as i did 2160 days ago.
But you gave up on me,
on us.
You shunned away your feelings
and now you don't feel it anymore.
You don't feel anything anymore.
I can't blame you.
Love is a beautiful cluster-fuck of emotions,
but at the end of the day
when your insomnia begins
darkness fills your somber heart
and you question love.
But I do love you.
More than you could ever possibly comprehend.
But, that doesn't matter
because my personality and clothing choice,
will never make up for hers.
I want to be what you want me to be,
but no matter how hard I try,
I Cannot be her.
There is no amount of pastel makeup,
and sparkly shirts,
that will make me her.
I could obtain her exact wardrobe,
and hair color,
and that dumb laugh she uses,
when she makes fun and jokes.
But, I could never be her, ever.
I somehow hurt you,
I never want to see you cry,
or in pain.
To this day I Cannot Believe that I somehow managed,
to hurt someone so perfect,
and so genuine,
and innocent.
I just want to show you that I never meant hurt you like that.
But you want me to be her,
and I'm sorry but that is the one thing I cannot do for You.