Adam ******* shot my mom in the head.
in character, Howie Ratner from the
2019 film Uncut Gems told me
"i hafta! it's in the script! i hafta!"
out of all my nightmares,
there's been worse.
paralyzed,
my heart was a wasp nest
how it buzzed and stirred.
i begged my ribs to crack
and let them flood out.
for what an intrusion of stings could do,
i cannot:
articulate how scared i truly am.
Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 4:00 PM UTC
Adam ******* shot my mom in the head.
in character, Howie Ratner from the
2019 film Uncut Gems told me
"i hafta! it's in the script! i hafta!"
out of all my nightmares,
there's been worse.
paralyzed,
my heart was a wasp nest
how it buzzed and stirred.
i begged my ribs to crack
and let them flood out.
for what an intrusion of stings could do,
i cannot:
articulate how scared i truly am.
sleep paralysis & anxiety
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