a creeping vine
of lonely ache
reaches out from
the ever whispering
pit
that sits behind my left ear.
fed by cold
desperate waters.
it reaches for me,
tripping,
grabbing,
begging.
what if they
were the only one?
and you,
just
had
to be
miserable...
"...tell me what you're gunna do now?/you get everything you wanted and you're still let down./ tell me what you're gunna do now..."
the voice on the radio sings my thoughts back to me,
the universe asking me to
pay attention.
i etch assuredness into
the stone of my face,
and remember that i'm driving,
even if i can't recall where i'm going.
the song plays,
the vines tighten their hold,
i scrape the last fight out of me,
and do
the only thing
i know how to do.
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 9:21 PM UTC
a creeping vine
of lonely ache
reaches out from
the ever whispering
pit
that sits behind my left ear.
fed by cold
desperate waters.
it reaches for me,
tripping,
grabbing,
begging.
what if they
were the only one?
and you,
just
had
to be
miserable...
"...tell me what you're gunna do now?/you get everything you wanted and you're still let down./ tell me what you're gunna do now..."
the voice on the radio sings my thoughts back to me,
the universe asking me to
pay attention.
i etch assuredness into
the stone of my face,
and remember that i'm driving,
even if i can't recall where i'm going.
the song plays,
the vines tighten their hold,
i scrape the last fight out of me,
and do
the only thing
i know how to do.
