I can't explain to you my jealousy
of watching people laugh in a group
such genuine laugher i could cry
I can't remember having a purpose
of getting out of bed
to not cancel my plans last minute
This sounds painfully self-wallowing
but this is all I have
Until a better day comes.
I hold onto the darkness
like an old friend
sweet embrace of familiarity.
Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 9:26 PM UTC
I can't explain to you my jealousy
of watching people laugh in a group
such genuine laugher i could cry
I can't remember having a purpose
of getting out of bed
to not cancel my plans last minute
This sounds painfully self-wallowing
but this is all I have
Until a better day comes.
I hold onto the darkness
like an old friend
sweet embrace of familiarity.