Even before you were born,
there was sickness in your skin.
Pearl white and gasping,
love for you was foolish sin.
I wonder now if I am you,
meant to be you.
That fate and life twisted madly,
and maybe it's really true.
Yours was of the body,
mine is of the mind
and everyday I live
I'm scared I'm going blind.
Blind to trees,
to seas,
to flowers and sunsets,
and the fading hours.
I'm scared to see you
and yet I do.
I see chocolate curls
and chocolate eyes
and a smile just as sweet.
I see a freckled nose
and green thumbed hands
and my heart,
it's skipping beats.
And I look in the mirror
and I'm relived to see,
hazel eyes and
hair like autumn leaves.
There's bruises beneath my eyes,
my heart, my lungs.
But I'm still relieved to see,
the palloured skin is yours,
the sickness all for me.
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 5:02 AM UTC
Even before you were born,
there was sickness in your skin.
Pearl white and gasping,
love for you was foolish sin.
I wonder now if I am you,
meant to be you.
That fate and life twisted madly,
and maybe it's really true.
Yours was of the body,
mine is of the mind
and everyday I live
I'm scared I'm going blind.
Blind to trees,
to seas,
to flowers and sunsets,
and the fading hours.
I'm scared to see you
and yet I do.
I see chocolate curls
and chocolate eyes
and a smile just as sweet.
I see a freckled nose
and green thumbed hands
and my heart,
it's skipping beats.
And I look in the mirror
and I'm relived to see,
hazel eyes and
hair like autumn leaves.
There's bruises beneath my eyes,
my heart, my lungs.
But I'm still relieved to see,
the palloured skin is yours,
the sickness all for me.