What am I sorry for?
Not being enough for anything or anyone.
Not knowing all the answers not one
Not knowing if I believe in God as three not one.
I really want you to be happy
But how can I when I'm falling apart from the inside out.
I'm sorry I can't keep up with you
Your learning pace at a walk and mine a snail trail of a sad blue.
I try so hard but I will never be like you - smart, capable, intelligent and athletic with that hot *** in shorts of blue.
Comparison is a toxic relationship
I'm trapped in an endless cycle of contrasting those who are better than me
at academics, athletics or even that 2 year cute couple relationship.
I feel like I'm a mess
I can't work it out when all their success blinds my light to see straight much less.
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 4:34 AM UTC
What am I sorry for?
Not being enough for anything or anyone.
Not knowing all the answers not one
Not knowing if I believe in God as three not one.
I really want you to be happy
But how can I when I'm falling apart from the inside out.
I'm sorry I can't keep up with you
Your learning pace at a walk and mine a snail trail of a sad blue.
I try so hard but I will never be like you - smart, capable, intelligent and athletic with that hot *** in shorts of blue.
Comparison is a toxic relationship
I'm trapped in an endless cycle of contrasting those who are better than me
at academics, athletics or even that 2 year cute couple relationship.
I feel like I'm a mess
I can't work it out when all their success blinds my light to see straight much less.
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