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Why is during this month is the toughest for me? It’s the first month of the year And I feel I struggle the most with myself With my mental health I can’t seem to not let the past pain get to me but it does I’m angry with myself Angry that I seem to put her first before myself That I’m always thinking about her That is who I want to be near Her side Know what is she doing Can I be there too? Can I be there just to have your company Can’t I? Angry that I haven’t gone farther than I should Always spending since it helps relieve some pain that I don’t have much To relieve the feeling of not feeling loved Angry that I can’t seem to look myself in the mirror Clothes cover the flaws but the flaws are still there Angry as of why was I made like this Made with a sensitive heart Made with such a big heart The **** feeling of wanting to cry The tears flow but still feel deep cut Angry that Im letting this get over me To take over my sleep Angry that at the end of the day I think of her or another her But mostly her I don’t get it My emotions My feelings My heart 01.08.2020
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Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 8:29 AM UTC
January
Why is during this month is the toughest for me? It’s the first month of the year And I feel I struggle the most with myself With my mental health I can’t seem to not let the past pain get to me but it does I’m angry with myself Angry that I seem to put her first before myself That I’m always thinking about her That is who I want to be near Her side Know what is she doing Can I be there too? Can I be there just to have your company Can’t I? Angry that I haven’t gone farther than I should Always spending since it helps relieve some pain that I don’t have much To relieve the feeling of not feeling loved Angry that I can’t seem to look myself in the mirror Clothes cover the flaws but the flaws are still there Angry as of why was I made like this Made with a sensitive heart Made with such a big heart The **** feeling of wanting to cry The tears flow but still feel deep cut Angry that Im letting this get over me To take over my sleep Angry that at the end of the day I think of her or another her But mostly her I don’t get it My emotions My feelings My heart 01.08.2020
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Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 8:29 AM UTC
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