It's been a year now, I have not changed. A sweet sailor told me once that poems were the only art form that allowed, demanded this much melancholy and I am none the less tragic. You would have laughed in my face had you seen him and I. Soft, silly boy opening up into bloodied lips. Pressing flowers into his hair, contritely convincing myself I was not the monster you wrote me out to be.
I won't tell you that he couldn't love me, that I could never keep him.
I'm sure you already know. That's how the story goes.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 12:51 AM UTC
It's been a year now, I have not changed. A sweet sailor told me once that poems were the only art form that allowed, demanded this much melancholy and I am none the less tragic. You would have laughed in my face had you seen him and I. Soft, silly boy opening up into bloodied lips. Pressing flowers into his hair, contritely convincing myself I was not the monster you wrote me out to be.
I won't tell you that he couldn't love me, that I could never keep him.
I'm sure you already know. That's how the story goes.