i didn’t know it was possible
to lay in bed shaking with sorrow
and still be able to genuinely smile
through the silent tears falling down my face
my eyes were finally opened
to what honest-to-goodness love is
when i knew i couldn’t be selfish with you,
because although my bones ache for us to work,
i want to put your heart before mine
it’s difficult coming to the realization
that you’re just a step in the right direction
and not my journey’s end
you’d expect this to hurt
and it does,
i’m still wiping away
the sadness from my eyes
but it’s okay,
the hurting is helping
because i know i grow in pain
there’s no doubt in my mind
that you loved me with your whole heart,
you painted a picture on my soul
that depicts how i deserve to be treated
i’m not bitter
because i know through all of this
i’m coming out better
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 11:32 AM UTC
i didn’t know it was possible
to lay in bed shaking with sorrow
and still be able to genuinely smile
through the silent tears falling down my face
my eyes were finally opened
to what honest-to-goodness love is
when i knew i couldn’t be selfish with you,
because although my bones ache for us to work,
i want to put your heart before mine
it’s difficult coming to the realization
that you’re just a step in the right direction
and not my journey’s end
you’d expect this to hurt
and it does,
i’m still wiping away
the sadness from my eyes
but it’s okay,
the hurting is helping
because i know i grow in pain
there’s no doubt in my mind
that you loved me with your whole heart,
you painted a picture on my soul
that depicts how i deserve to be treated
i’m not bitter
because i know through all of this
i’m coming out better
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