I loved you, yes.
Once
You soothed me cool cool water on a burn
You rocked me gently napping in your arms
resting in a sunlit motel room.
I grew to love your company
The simple existence of a warm body in the same room
To desire your lazily listening ear
I learned to lust for shapes that did not my body fill
To moan for groan for
Forced tessellations roughly holding down my hips
in demeaningly false passion.
I loved you once
But was quickly weighted left hand bending
toward the dirt under the ceiling of your bed chamber
“My love do not leave me you
cannot leave me you will
never leave me you will learn
to love me hunchbacked lonely.
My love my sweet my dear.
My pet. “
I drowned in the heat of your sweat
Filling my lungs bursting with salt
Filling my organs with your clammy salt
Curing my love bitter shriveling dried my heart
preserved for future consumption no longer
pumping warm blood bleeding aching no longer
throbbing stinging longing soaked in blood
no longer beating .buhduhn.buhduhn.buhduhn.
living bleeding my heart no longer pouring
sweet blood from her mouth into thirsty veins.
A cured lump of jerky fell from my breast
onto the floor and I looked on indifferent as the dog
took it in his mouth.
I loved you once
I sobbed childish little girl confused in your absence
Upon your return arms vines twisting clinging
to your steady torso
Flowering my gently parting lips eager to pour forth
my nectar into your life to sweeten
your life
I only wanted to be sweet for you.
You unearthed me chopping roots clinging
desperately to cool moist earth
You unearthed me peeling tendrils from your walls
wrapping me in a ball and tenderly bringing
me inside through the side door
You unearthed me dropping me in a too small ***
Pruning pruning roughly trimming flowers falling
to the floor I only wanted to be sweet for you
now daily thirsting in your window nectar
no longer flows now daily drying my leaves
soft plush foliage bursting green browns
falls crisp to the table I only wanted to
be sweet for you now daily dying browning
petals fall from my cheeks to the table and
I wilt as the cat takes them in her mouth.
You loved me once.
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 11:42 AM UTC
I loved you, yes.
Once
You soothed me cool cool water on a burn
You rocked me gently napping in your arms
resting in a sunlit motel room.
I grew to love your company
The simple existence of a warm body in the same room
To desire your lazily listening ear
I learned to lust for shapes that did not my body fill
To moan for groan for
Forced tessellations roughly holding down my hips
in demeaningly false passion.
I loved you once
But was quickly weighted left hand bending
toward the dirt under the ceiling of your bed chamber
“My love do not leave me you
cannot leave me you will
never leave me you will learn
to love me hunchbacked lonely.
My love my sweet my dear.
My pet. “
I drowned in the heat of your sweat
Filling my lungs bursting with salt
Filling my organs with your clammy salt
Curing my love bitter shriveling dried my heart
preserved for future consumption no longer
pumping warm blood bleeding aching no longer
throbbing stinging longing soaked in blood
no longer beating .buhduhn.buhduhn.buhduhn.
living bleeding my heart no longer pouring
sweet blood from her mouth into thirsty veins.
A cured lump of jerky fell from my breast
onto the floor and I looked on indifferent as the dog
took it in his mouth.
I loved you once
I sobbed childish little girl confused in your absence
Upon your return arms vines twisting clinging
to your steady torso
Flowering my gently parting lips eager to pour forth
my nectar into your life to sweeten
your life
I only wanted to be sweet for you.
You unearthed me chopping roots clinging
desperately to cool moist earth
You unearthed me peeling tendrils from your walls
wrapping me in a ball and tenderly bringing
me inside through the side door
You unearthed me dropping me in a too small ***
Pruning pruning roughly trimming flowers falling
to the floor I only wanted to be sweet for you
now daily thirsting in your window nectar
no longer flows now daily drying my leaves
soft plush foliage bursting green browns
falls crisp to the table I only wanted to
be sweet for you now daily dying browning
petals fall from my cheeks to the table and
I wilt as the cat takes them in her mouth.
You loved me once.
