new year
overcast sky
cold surrounds me
i want to cry
i try to be different
i try to find change
but embracing joy
is foreign and strange
living's still hard
when will that stop
i submit to the challenge
to not be a prop
in my own life
i will take back the lead
i will rattle the stars
seek adventures i need
Jan 2, 2020
Jan 2, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
new year
overcast sky
cold surrounds me
i want to cry
i try to be different
i try to find change
but embracing joy
is foreign and strange
living's still hard
when will that stop
i submit to the challenge
to not be a prop
in my own life
i will take back the lead
i will rattle the stars
seek adventures i need
crazy that the first two paragraphs were written before counseling and the last after.. close your eyes. breathe. find someone to talk to and live your life.