When I close my eyes
And try to sleep
Attempting to rest
Letting my dreams meet
I can't stand the quiet
The unsettling silence
When my mind is restless
But the world is silent
My mind races
With ideas that aren't true
With visions that won't happen
With words that weren't spoken
But I lay there
Listening to my mind
As my body lays still
But my mind still screams
Why should I think
Of things that aren't true
Letting my nightmares haunt me
Dealing with constant restlessness
But you came
Unexpected and fast
I have whiplash from your kindness
Words I have never heard before
But as I lay there
Tightly in your arms
I feel comfort
For once I feel safe
My mind stays silent
Even without the rain
Without the fan
It's still quiet
Instead I listen to you
How your chest rises and falls
How your heart begins to settle
Even your sighs of contempt
Everything is still new
And I'm afraid
But when you just hold me
I've never felt this safe
I do not know what love is
Never having the feeling in my chest
But when I lay here with you
I feel I'm at my best
Thank you my love I know that will soon bloom
Jan 14, 2020
Jan 14, 2020 at 3:38 PM UTC
When I close my eyes
And try to sleep
Attempting to rest
Letting my dreams meet
I can't stand the quiet
The unsettling silence
When my mind is restless
But the world is silent
My mind races
With ideas that aren't true
With visions that won't happen
With words that weren't spoken
But I lay there
Listening to my mind
As my body lays still
But my mind still screams
Why should I think
Of things that aren't true
Letting my nightmares haunt me
Dealing with constant restlessness
But you came
Unexpected and fast
I have whiplash from your kindness
Words I have never heard before
But as I lay there
Tightly in your arms
I feel comfort
For once I feel safe
My mind stays silent
Even without the rain
Without the fan
It's still quiet
Instead I listen to you
How your chest rises and falls
How your heart begins to settle
Even your sighs of contempt
Everything is still new
And I'm afraid
But when you just hold me
I've never felt this safe
I do not know what love is
Never having the feeling in my chest
But when I lay here with you
I feel I'm at my best
Thank you my love I know that will soon bloom
Starting a relationship unexpectedly is scary especially never being in one before. I've never been in love but being around them I have no doubt I could be one day. But fear still reins in my heart crushing the idea of it but when they hold me tight I feel safe and chains gripping me loosen. I don't doubt that one day I could love this person. One day my love will bloom.