I gotta keep myself wide awake
But sleep is knocking in my eyes
A weariness still lies within my gaze
And despair painted upon my face
Fighting silently within my crying soul
Are the invisble monsters that I created
Terrifying me even on my sweetest daydreams
Unleashing the petrifying pain
Engulfing me with the illusion
That the sunrise will be near
Unveiling the mask that I built
To feign the cascading tear
But I gotta make a straight face
And smile as though nothing bad is happening
Cause none will care
If I'm the one who needed saving
Dec 31, 2019
Dec 31, 2019 at 2:18 PM UTC
I gotta keep myself wide awake
But sleep is knocking in my eyes
A weariness still lies within my gaze
And despair painted upon my face
Fighting silently within my crying soul
Are the invisble monsters that I created
Terrifying me even on my sweetest daydreams
Unleashing the petrifying pain
Engulfing me with the illusion
That the sunrise will be near
Unveiling the mask that I built
To feign the cascading tear
But I gotta make a straight face
And smile as though nothing bad is happening
Cause none will care
If I'm the one who needed saving