I am not calm.
My head is spinning,
My vision’s fading.
With each person
Passing by,
Is another person
That tries to interact.
And with each
Delicately soul-retching
Interaction I have,
It all moves faster,
And my stomach flips
Over once more.
Now I feel about to cry.
People have tried to
Involve this sad soul,
But I turn them away,
Only secluding myself
Further into this abyssal hell.
I’m no better than I was,
Those 3 years ago.
I say I’ve changed,
But it’s all the same.
All I could do then was run away,
But I still ran away, even now.
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 4:03 PM UTC
I am not calm.
My head is spinning,
My vision’s fading.
With each person
Passing by,
Is another person
That tries to interact.
And with each
Delicately soul-retching
Interaction I have,
It all moves faster,
And my stomach flips
Over once more.
Now I feel about to cry.
People have tried to
Involve this sad soul,
But I turn them away,
Only secluding myself
Further into this abyssal hell.
I’m no better than I was,
Those 3 years ago.
I say I’ve changed,
But it’s all the same.
All I could do then was run away,
But I still ran away, even now.
Anyone else have horrible social anxiety? I was at a party and I couldn’t stay there so now I am outside behind a different building, away from others.
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