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im so sick of screaming into my pillow, and banging my fist into my bed... making a reck of myself so sick of playing stupid mind games to keep from thinking about it... im so sick of acting like im okay with never seeing you.... so sick of trying to keep these tears from coming, and when they do im so sick of hiding them behind closed doors ....biting down on my cloths so no one can hear me daddy the only place i wanna be is in your arms.... i hate this..... what will take this anger away? so sick of not being able to write about anything else... but you, you don't even know this blog exists. so sick of holding a grip on the poles of my head board that my hand goes numb, hoping if i hold on long enough, if i scream loud enough, ...cry hard enough... that maybe i wont care anymore. she said forget it, it wont happen... you'll never see him anymore then you do now.. do you not see how happy i am when im with him.. only one word of her saying yes could fix this... nothing else... and im so sick of it! so i run.... run away tell she cant find me tell she forgets my existence im sure it wouldn't be hard for her to do i run far away until i finally become reunited with you again. ill run until i can jump into your arms tell i can tell you how much ive missed you and wonderd when i could see you again... i would tell you ..that i love you and i would never want to leave.. mom dont make me leave.... let me stay with my dad ill be okay please... listen to me i need this i need him, with me.. please?
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 10:17 PM UTC
so sick of this...
im so sick of screaming into my pillow, and banging my fist into my bed... making a reck of myself so sick of playing stupid mind games to keep from thinking about it... im so sick of acting like im okay with never seeing you.... so sick of trying to keep these tears from coming, and when they do im so sick of hiding them behind closed doors ....biting down on my cloths so no one can hear me daddy the only place i wanna be is in your arms.... i hate this..... what will take this anger away? so sick of not being able to write about anything else... but you, you don't even know this blog exists. so sick of holding a grip on the poles of my head board that my hand goes numb, hoping if i hold on long enough, if i scream loud enough, ...cry hard enough... that maybe i wont care anymore. she said forget it, it wont happen... you'll never see him anymore then you do now.. do you not see how happy i am when im with him.. only one word of her saying yes could fix this... nothing else... and im so sick of it! so i run.... run away tell she cant find me tell she forgets my existence im sure it wouldn't be hard for her to do i run far away until i finally become reunited with you again. ill run until i can jump into your arms tell i can tell you how much ive missed you and wonderd when i could see you again... i would tell you ..that i love you and i would never want to leave.. mom dont make me leave.... let me stay with my dad ill be okay please... listen to me i need this i need him, with me.. please?
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 10:17 PM UTC
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