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what if we tried again? what if we started over? what if we got coffee and introduced ourselves all over again? would you find me attractive? would you think i was beautiful? would you feel your heart skip beats like you said you did before? would i be funny? would you laugh at my stories? would you be nervous? would you shift in your seat and pick at your nails, squirming when we made eye contact? would i be enough? would you leave thinking you'd want to see me again? or would you say that was nice, and move on? what if we stayed friends? what if we hung out a lot, studied together, did stupid **** together? what if it was like it was before without any titles? would you fall back in love with me? would you watch me when I laughed, turn back to look at me when I left? what if while we're friends you find someone new? what if she hates me? what if she wants me out of your life? would you leave? would i be alone? what if you fall in love with me and I've moved on? what if we're in a cycle of missed opportunities all because I ****** it up the first time? these what ifs are killing me and i know maybe they might be killing you too. I can't tell if you're thinking about me, you've always remained a bit of a mystery to me. I'm going to **** my brain thinking about the what if's that I can't control. what if what if what if what if i still love you and I'm never going to get to hold you again?
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Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC
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what if we tried again? what if we started over? what if we got coffee and introduced ourselves all over again? would you find me attractive? would you think i was beautiful? would you feel your heart skip beats like you said you did before? would i be funny? would you laugh at my stories? would you be nervous? would you shift in your seat and pick at your nails, squirming when we made eye contact? would i be enough? would you leave thinking you'd want to see me again? or would you say that was nice, and move on? what if we stayed friends? what if we hung out a lot, studied together, did stupid **** together? what if it was like it was before without any titles? would you fall back in love with me? would you watch me when I laughed, turn back to look at me when I left? what if while we're friends you find someone new? what if she hates me? what if she wants me out of your life? would you leave? would i be alone? what if you fall in love with me and I've moved on? what if we're in a cycle of missed opportunities all because I ****** it up the first time? these what ifs are killing me and i know maybe they might be killing you too. I can't tell if you're thinking about me, you've always remained a bit of a mystery to me. I'm going to **** my brain thinking about the what if's that I can't control. what if what if what if what if i still love you and I'm never going to get to hold you again?
#heartbreak#what#if#regrets#breaking#up#relationships#broken#hurt#crying
christina-low
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Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC
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