I’m beginning to notice
how lonely I've been lately
Every breath is a steady unassurance
Dismissive,
Wildly accusatory
Summer left--
And with it,
Sunken splotches on my face
Freckles the color of tree bark.
Golden hue on the backs of my legs and tops of my shoulders,
An oil canvas gathering depth
But fall is here,
life transitions away from the heat
Even the Earth tilts away, shielding its skin
My body touches the ground and feels an echo
As if emptiness could speak
As if depression was cognizant enough to stir the grasses and whisper to me
Encouraging the deep draw inward into hollow vastness
Peeling away the fibers and stripping me down
Pointing up into the infinite blackness and saying,
Stay there.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 2:29 PM UTC
I’m beginning to notice
how lonely I've been lately
Every breath is a steady unassurance
Dismissive,
Wildly accusatory
Summer left--
And with it,
Sunken splotches on my face
Freckles the color of tree bark.
Golden hue on the backs of my legs and tops of my shoulders,
An oil canvas gathering depth
But fall is here,
life transitions away from the heat
Even the Earth tilts away, shielding its skin
My body touches the ground and feels an echo
As if emptiness could speak
As if depression was cognizant enough to stir the grasses and whisper to me
Encouraging the deep draw inward into hollow vastness
Peeling away the fibers and stripping me down
Pointing up into the infinite blackness and saying,
Stay there.
