I stand in the shower with lavender fields in my chest
how do I scrape off the muck, scoop out the loathing
and take off the gloves to pick up the patches of fear
that periodically gather at the base of my shower drain
how do I heal each limb so that with majesty
I awaken knowing
full and bright that I am a child with wings
and elevation is the right song that pours out when I dream
an inheritance marbled into my being’s skin
…
how does a child beget forgetting
how does an adult continue such forgetting
what is the suchness of wholeness
whose scent of remembrance seems mythically far
but its verity present within our plot
…
our hands reaching for the bunches of lavender
that can be gathered from a bountiful field
a calm whiff of what we truly are
that can send us back into an infinite space of fruitful life
cusping possibility
...
portable pastures inside our homestead
running water
and a chance to be cleansed
what suchness of being over my body
how ecstatic
how simple to stand under the showerhead
on the toes of today
with a meadow in my chest
Sep 23, 2019
Sep 23, 2019 at 4:31 PM UTC
I stand in the shower with lavender fields in my chest
how do I scrape off the muck, scoop out the loathing
and take off the gloves to pick up the patches of fear
that periodically gather at the base of my shower drain
how do I heal each limb so that with majesty
I awaken knowing
full and bright that I am a child with wings
and elevation is the right song that pours out when I dream
an inheritance marbled into my being’s skin
…
how does a child beget forgetting
how does an adult continue such forgetting
what is the suchness of wholeness
whose scent of remembrance seems mythically far
but its verity present within our plot
…
our hands reaching for the bunches of lavender
that can be gathered from a bountiful field
a calm whiff of what we truly are
that can send us back into an infinite space of fruitful life
cusping possibility
...
portable pastures inside our homestead
running water
and a chance to be cleansed
what suchness of being over my body
how ecstatic
how simple to stand under the showerhead
on the toes of today
with a meadow in my chest
