I hate myself so much.
I see the fat that coats my bones.
An immovable sludge.
I see the stares the beautiful girls get from everyone.
I see people look at my body with pity.
I hate myself so much.
I see the cellulite bulge through my clothes.
My insecurity makes me want to cry at the gym.
I hate myself so much.
I am strong.
I am fast.
I am me.
But there is nothing I hate more than me.
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 10:36 PM UTC
I hate myself so much.
I see the fat that coats my bones.
An immovable sludge.
I see the stares the beautiful girls get from everyone.
I see people look at my body with pity.
I hate myself so much.
I see the cellulite bulge through my clothes.
My insecurity makes me want to cry at the gym.
I hate myself so much.
I am strong.
I am fast.
I am me.
But there is nothing I hate more than me.
Feeling a bit raw and full of heartache. Bear with me please.
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