Guilt.
An emotion so small
Yet so destructive
Pain.
The pain I felt when I saw you cry
Or when I left for another guy
Regret.
A feeling I don’t know how to portray
When all I did was run away
Envy.
I thought I was okay
Until I saw you look at her that way
Anger.
But you’re not mine
Maybe our stars were never aligned?
Acceptance.
But all I wish is that you’re happy and well
I’m sorry I only have 3 brain cells
Apology.
Even though things can’t be the same
Hopefully we can still play video games
(Hi you know who you are, I’m sorry this is a sucky apology but wowie emotions and anxiety, maybe you won’t see this because only god knows if you’re still active but... I’m sorry, you don’t have to accept it. Just know I admit I treated you badly and I’m so sorry things ended like they did, but I just hope you’re happy and healed ok)
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 11:45 PM UTC
Guilt.
An emotion so small
Yet so destructive
Pain.
The pain I felt when I saw you cry
Or when I left for another guy
Regret.
A feeling I don’t know how to portray
When all I did was run away
Envy.
I thought I was okay
Until I saw you look at her that way
Anger.
But you’re not mine
Maybe our stars were never aligned?
Acceptance.
But all I wish is that you’re happy and well
I’m sorry I only have 3 brain cells
Apology.
Even though things can’t be the same
Hopefully we can still play video games
(Hi you know who you are, I’m sorry this is a sucky apology but wowie emotions and anxiety, maybe you won’t see this because only god knows if you’re still active but... I’m sorry, you don’t have to accept it. Just know I admit I treated you badly and I’m so sorry things ended like they did, but I just hope you’re happy and healed ok)
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