Age 10
I went to sleep across the hall, eyelids heavy and dreams in my brain.
While across the hall my mum was murdered in her sleep
Age 11
I never slept
Age 12
Learned to sleep again
Age 13
Learned to be suspicious of every sound I heard, the creek of a stair keeping me awake till dawn
Age 14
Thought of all escape routes from the room for when they came back
Age 15
Thought of all the ways to **** a man with my school grade scissors
Summer of 16
I spent hours trying to lift things with my mind, trying to control the breeze with a flip of my hand and each night I prayed tomorrow would be the day that I found my superpower.
Do you want to know why it was so incredible because I learnt to smile again because for the first time my thoughts going to sleep weren't about how I was going to die but about how I was going to live.
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 1:34 PM UTC
Age 10
I went to sleep across the hall, eyelids heavy and dreams in my brain.
While across the hall my mum was murdered in her sleep
Age 11
I never slept
Age 12
Learned to sleep again
Age 13
Learned to be suspicious of every sound I heard, the creek of a stair keeping me awake till dawn
Age 14
Thought of all escape routes from the room for when they came back
Age 15
Thought of all the ways to **** a man with my school grade scissors
Summer of 16
I spent hours trying to lift things with my mind, trying to control the breeze with a flip of my hand and each night I prayed tomorrow would be the day that I found my superpower.
Do you want to know why it was so incredible because I learnt to smile again because for the first time my thoughts going to sleep weren't about how I was going to die but about how I was going to live.
Kinda a poem story, but this is how I feel and wanted to share it