swallow
I,
too,
swallow.
each groan
repressed
each longing
suppressed,
each nightmare
revisited.
the semantic fluid
stains
my teeth, my face,
no erasure endures,
tracks of my tears,
skin etched everlasting,
beyond camouflaging.
the weights owned,
that the scale
does not register,
stones of stones,
add to a total
that has no
agreeable total
but is a totalitarian oppression
of all day tongue depressions
oh god,
mercy from the weights
I have impressioned and digested
of own free will,
to misbalance my posture,
crook’d, my soul ever reciped,
stains collected,
each stain
swallowed,
see my markings internal,
you have never seen
until you have seen me
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 3:36 PM UTC
swallow
I,
too,
swallow.
each groan
repressed
each longing
suppressed,
each nightmare
revisited.
the semantic fluid
stains
my teeth, my face,
no erasure endures,
tracks of my tears,
skin etched everlasting,
beyond camouflaging.
the weights owned,
that the scale
does not register,
stones of stones,
add to a total
that has no
agreeable total
but is a totalitarian oppression
of all day tongue depressions
oh god,
mercy from the weights
I have impressioned and digested
of own free will,
to misbalance my posture,
crook’d, my soul ever reciped,
stains collected,
each stain
swallowed,
see my markings internal,
you have never seen
until you have seen me
7/20/19
