It's the feeling that
you aren't just sad about one thing.
You are sad about everything.
Little things.
Big things.
Everything makes you upset.
You end up crying,
And don't really know why.
You can't go to school.
You can't pursue a job.
Not because you are lazy.
Not because you're worthless
Simply the fact that
You can't handle the stress,
Or you're scared of failing.
It makes you scared to do anything,
Really.
You just stay cooped up in your room.
You sleep.
You eat,
on a good day.
You take your meds.
And you just sit.
You lose your social life.
You lose your love.
You lose your passions.
You start to believe dreams are completely
unattainable.
You eventually lose your feelings.
It just makes you feel like
You're going insane.
It's literally the most painful thing in the world to experince.
You want to think better.
Act better.
Be better.
The horrible part is,
You know how to fix it all.
But no one seems to be able to help.
It's really simple things
That would make you happy.
It really is.
But it's like those things are miles away.
Then the vicious cycle begins again.
Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 2:31 AM UTC
It's the feeling that
you aren't just sad about one thing.
You are sad about everything.
Little things.
Big things.
Everything makes you upset.
You end up crying,
And don't really know why.
You can't go to school.
You can't pursue a job.
Not because you are lazy.
Not because you're worthless
Simply the fact that
You can't handle the stress,
Or you're scared of failing.
It makes you scared to do anything,
Really.
You just stay cooped up in your room.
You sleep.
You eat,
on a good day.
You take your meds.
And you just sit.
You lose your social life.
You lose your love.
You lose your passions.
You start to believe dreams are completely
unattainable.
You eventually lose your feelings.
It just makes you feel like
You're going insane.
It's literally the most painful thing in the world to experince.
You want to think better.
Act better.
Be better.
The horrible part is,
You know how to fix it all.
But no one seems to be able to help.
It's really simple things
That would make you happy.
It really is.
But it's like those things are miles away.
Then the vicious cycle begins again.
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