I wonder why I feel this thick weight sinking my joy into a sea of fear.
Pending destruction is near, creeping behind my calmed motion.
I fear
that if i love, it'll be stripped away
Drowned
Distorted
Left to decay.
I don't think I can feel that again...
So maybe that's why I feel so anxious.
Love too hard and it breaks the foundation, love too soft and it floats away...
I can't take this, is what I want to say...but I know I might not ever get my way.
I love hard, crush hard, feel hard emotions...a battle in my head filled with so much commotion.
A battle, a war between 100 of me, how...
I wonder why I feel so sick when I talk to him now.
The ship is strong, but the sailer is scared of waves
Be still my beating heart, for I need you to behave.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 2:13 PM UTC
I wonder why I feel this thick weight sinking my joy into a sea of fear.
Pending destruction is near, creeping behind my calmed motion.
I fear
that if i love, it'll be stripped away
Drowned
Distorted
Left to decay.
I don't think I can feel that again...
So maybe that's why I feel so anxious.
Love too hard and it breaks the foundation, love too soft and it floats away...
I can't take this, is what I want to say...but I know I might not ever get my way.
I love hard, crush hard, feel hard emotions...a battle in my head filled with so much commotion.
A battle, a war between 100 of me, how...
I wonder why I feel so sick when I talk to him now.
The ship is strong, but the sailer is scared of waves
Be still my beating heart, for I need you to behave.
