Can you feel this?

michelle-8 Poems

I wonder if you remember The smiles we shared As we laughed at each other Across the room I wonder if you might recall Our eyes locking hard Past hundreds of swift bodies Rushing by us I hope that I leave impression On your crystal soul When shivers run down my spine When I see you I ponder over thoughts of you As I do schoolwork Or during cold, sleepless nights In the silence I believe at times we connect A psychic pathway Opening similar doors Into our hearts I'm afraid to commune with you In fear that you don't Return the sharp sensation Of uneasy love There- I said it, that blazing word That causes troubles If true feelings are not shared Or rejected Four letters that shine as moonlight, Resound deep within, And sing of what things could be Or what they are. It's strange- the feelings I hold close Remain unspoken By fear and timidity That restricts me. I don't want to make it awkward Between us, I hope That we can become friends Somehow, someday. I wonder if you remember The sparks between our Frozen fingers as I slipped And you caught me You assuredly don't realize The effect you have On me whenever I see Your striking eyes I wonder if you remember Where our chemistry First started, or where I thought Allure began. I wonder if you felt far Before I realized Who you were, and I became Intrigued by you. I vaguely remember you there At that first concert Where you played the high trumpet With the joined schools You express yourself through music, Come to think of it, As do I. I wonder how we Are so alike. You tumble through my emotions. You're present in all I ever think about now. I think of you. I wonder if you remember Our eyes, both dark blue Locking as we sat down in The cages called chairs I wonder if you feel the same Feelings as I do Or if I'm stepping into Problems, not love I wonder if you will ever Know the way I am Consumed by you in ev'ry Helpless daydream I wonder if we will ever Amount to something Together, or remain our Separation. Those words which I dread to ever Share with someone now Are slipping through my fingers--- I love you. © 3/1/13