I'm not sure what hurts more,
Your betrayal
Or the fact that I was right
You had someone on the side
Swimming deeper into your pool of lies
I don't think I'll ever be fine
I feel like I'm drowning
Your lust for them will be our demise
The person I loved most, my soul mate, my whole world
Turned upside down
How stupid I was to believe the lies you fed to me
Telling me we're okay but we weren't and won't ever be
I don't know if I should give you another chance or just walk away
Start over
with someone new
But I can never love again the way I loved you.
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 5:26 PM UTC
I'm not sure what hurts more,
Your betrayal
Or the fact that I was right
You had someone on the side
Swimming deeper into your pool of lies
I don't think I'll ever be fine
I feel like I'm drowning
Your lust for them will be our demise
The person I loved most, my soul mate, my whole world
Turned upside down
How stupid I was to believe the lies you fed to me
Telling me we're okay but we weren't and won't ever be
I don't know if I should give you another chance or just walk away
Start over
with someone new
But I can never love again the way I loved you.
My husband totally broke me. I feel sick and dead inside. An empty shell of who I was. I don't even know who I am.