Can I just ask you why I am here?
And can I just ask you what should I do?
And what are these feelings of hopeless and fear?
Please, show me that way where I'm going to.
May something here be named "The Greatest Purpose"?
Or something called like "Meaning of the life"?
I think I'm blind that's why I can't see this
And day by day I just fall deeply down
Into the Ocean of the badder feelings,
Into the Deepest abyss of the Death.
And nothing more I got in world to deal with,
I rise again with my entire wrath.
And here is no place for totems or an idols.
And many years here is no demons and no gods.
I killed them. And in whole the world I am the only major
And only I can hear a rampant howl in my mind.
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 2:57 PM UTC
Can I just ask you why I am here?
And can I just ask you what should I do?
And what are these feelings of hopeless and fear?
Please, show me that way where I'm going to.
May something here be named "The Greatest Purpose"?
Or something called like "Meaning of the life"?
I think I'm blind that's why I can't see this
And day by day I just fall deeply down
Into the Ocean of the badder feelings,
Into the Deepest abyss of the Death.
And nothing more I got in world to deal with,
I rise again with my entire wrath.
And here is no place for totems or an idols.
And many years here is no demons and no gods.
I killed them. And in whole the world I am the only major
And only I can hear a rampant howl in my mind.
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