Nobody respects a liar.
I just want to know if they chose, or just learned to cool down quicker than me.
Im not learning anything about
the riddles I gave myself years ago.
Cardboard sleeves and my truth explodes
When I fall like the last leaf.
What is one thing I have always been?
I have always been an apologist.
What else?
because everyone, you already know that.
I hate female vocalists. unless they sound like they cant stand themselves.
Unless they sound as disinterested in their own voice as I am in mine, I cant stand them.
I only respect female singers who play their own **** instruments.
And I will never have the guts to ask if you're wearing your heart on your sleeve
Or if it's just me and my wearing my heart as my sleeve.
Sometime ago I asked myself if I could see ahead, and I laughed, and hit my ****
Ive suffered,
and Ive sang it off.
Even when I couldnt sing a note to save my pathetic life.
No one respects a liar.
im not a liar.
Im not different at all.
In fact, im exactly what I've been grown around.
Im half alive and I'm nothing but sacrifice and I feel worthy when my worth is measured in something else.
There is not one thing I can stand less than people who do not underdstand their own language.
for gods sake, it's they're, not there. it's here. not heir. it's i BEFORE e.
but im a hypocrite,
because half the time...most the time i dont capitalize any I's that i'm using to explain about myself.
i think it's because it's not worth the stretch to hit the shift bar.
for myself I'm lazy.
I have an eleven key hand span on the piano, and i cannot even type properly.
thats an octave and a half almost.
I was born to be a woman that pays her taxes and has a checking account.
And a four door sedan with two carseats.
And a ring around my finger, a two bedroom house and bedtime stories all over the bookshelves.
I want to teach my partner how to play the ukulele,
i want to show my children that faith is real,
even if god isnt.
I want a family that will have me for the rest of their lives,
through good or bad.
Through tradgedy, illness,
thinness, gain, loss, stress, sobriety,
through debt and through retirement.
I was made to give,
and I feel selfish for writing this.
Because its all about me.
I want to give myself to something.
I want to be the best fiance I can be.
I want to be the best student I can be.
The best daughter.
The best owner to my pets.
The best aunt, neice, cousin.
I want to the best wife
and mother I can be.
I'm not lying.
Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 7:22 PM UTC
Nobody respects a liar.
I just want to know if they chose, or just learned to cool down quicker than me.
Im not learning anything about
the riddles I gave myself years ago.
Cardboard sleeves and my truth explodes
When I fall like the last leaf.
What is one thing I have always been?
I have always been an apologist.
What else?
because everyone, you already know that.
I hate female vocalists. unless they sound like they cant stand themselves.
Unless they sound as disinterested in their own voice as I am in mine, I cant stand them.
I only respect female singers who play their own **** instruments.
And I will never have the guts to ask if you're wearing your heart on your sleeve
Or if it's just me and my wearing my heart as my sleeve.
Sometime ago I asked myself if I could see ahead, and I laughed, and hit my ****
Ive suffered,
and Ive sang it off.
Even when I couldnt sing a note to save my pathetic life.
No one respects a liar.
im not a liar.
Im not different at all.
In fact, im exactly what I've been grown around.
Im half alive and I'm nothing but sacrifice and I feel worthy when my worth is measured in something else.
There is not one thing I can stand less than people who do not underdstand their own language.
for gods sake, it's they're, not there. it's here. not heir. it's i BEFORE e.
but im a hypocrite,
because half the time...most the time i dont capitalize any I's that i'm using to explain about myself.
i think it's because it's not worth the stretch to hit the shift bar.
for myself I'm lazy.
I have an eleven key hand span on the piano, and i cannot even type properly.
thats an octave and a half almost.
I was born to be a woman that pays her taxes and has a checking account.
And a four door sedan with two carseats.
And a ring around my finger, a two bedroom house and bedtime stories all over the bookshelves.
I want to teach my partner how to play the ukulele,
i want to show my children that faith is real,
even if god isnt.
I want a family that will have me for the rest of their lives,
through good or bad.
Through tradgedy, illness,
thinness, gain, loss, stress, sobriety,
through debt and through retirement.
I was made to give,
and I feel selfish for writing this.
Because its all about me.
I want to give myself to something.
I want to be the best fiance I can be.
I want to be the best student I can be.
The best daughter.
The best owner to my pets.
The best aunt, neice, cousin.
I want to the best wife
and mother I can be.
I'm not lying.
