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if love is abandoning my writing because i don't know where all the pain went perhaps this is love if love is laying awake fighting the melatonin with methylfolate in your smile perhaps this is love if love is slamming doors and being unable to feel anything but you perhaps this is love if you could call redownloading the happy songs on my playlist and in my head "love" perhaps you're right i am too adolescental to know all i know is that i have not felt passion like his touch since i can remember he makes me numb and yet i feel everything at once how dare he he is the reason i lose sleep and my parents lose patience how dare he he is the reason i am allowing myself to feel things and not force poetry out like a dying fruit to the thirsty but sometimes it flows on its own how dare he to bring my mind away from all ive ever known and all ive ever felt and refuse to call me his own i have never wanted to be own if love is the phrase "there's a first time for everything," perhaps this is love after all
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May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 2:47 AM UTC
love poetry is too hard
if love is abandoning my writing because i don't know where all the pain went perhaps this is love if love is laying awake fighting the melatonin with methylfolate in your smile perhaps this is love if love is slamming doors and being unable to feel anything but you perhaps this is love if you could call redownloading the happy songs on my playlist and in my head "love" perhaps you're right i am too adolescental to know all i know is that i have not felt passion like his touch since i can remember he makes me numb and yet i feel everything at once how dare he he is the reason i lose sleep and my parents lose patience how dare he he is the reason i am allowing myself to feel things and not force poetry out like a dying fruit to the thirsty but sometimes it flows on its own how dare he to bring my mind away from all ive ever known and all ive ever felt and refuse to call me his own i have never wanted to be own if love is the phrase "there's a first time for everything," perhaps this is love after all
5/12/19 g. i hate that i've become this person but thank you for making me feel anything at all
#love#stupid#teenager#poem#writersblock#pain#happy#passion#joy#lovelovelovelove
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17/F/where im supposed to be
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 2:47 AM UTC
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