I need her to love me,
But I do not want to love her,
I only want her sensation, impermanent.
Oh how sick I have become!
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 4:03 AM UTC
I need her to love me,
But I do not want to love her,
I only want her sensation, impermanent.
Oh how sick I have become!
I am convincing myself that loving her is a bad idea. I say, it is my need right now, but love is something altogether different. It is much more subtle than what can be created with her and me. It is not a good match. So I tell myself that do the right thing and leave her alone. But I still find myself uncontrollably trying to talk to her, seek her company. And I am so confused. Such a conflict.