october 6, 2018
was a day for wearing white,
supposed to be his bride
instead, I’m alone
in a new home,
watching an Indian summer go by –
robin’s egg skies, and
emerald hills
i wish it was raining instead
october sixth was supposed to be
navy and cream,
stargazer lilies, and a
backyard wedding in
southern indiana woods
where leaves the color of blood,
wept with all our loved ones
paving the way of our future
a prologue: dates to the theater,
foamy beer,
sticky dance floors,
loud words and hate,
a home together, destined to fall
and the secrets stuck
like dust
sometimes, the devil hides behind the shadows of love
now, i wake up alone,
in my new home
to the songs of doves,
the morning is for mourning,
i like to think they’re singing for me
i cradle the mug in my hands,
listen to the birds
and the words,
a song i wrote and sing to myself,
the chorus, it goes like this:
“you’re safe now”
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 6:51 PM UTC
october 6, 2018
was a day for wearing white,
supposed to be his bride
instead, I’m alone
in a new home,
watching an Indian summer go by –
robin’s egg skies, and
emerald hills
i wish it was raining instead
october sixth was supposed to be
navy and cream,
stargazer lilies, and a
backyard wedding in
southern indiana woods
where leaves the color of blood,
wept with all our loved ones
paving the way of our future
a prologue: dates to the theater,
foamy beer,
sticky dance floors,
loud words and hate,
a home together, destined to fall
and the secrets stuck
like dust
sometimes, the devil hides behind the shadows of love
now, i wake up alone,
in my new home
to the songs of doves,
the morning is for mourning,
i like to think they’re singing for me
i cradle the mug in my hands,
listen to the birds
and the words,
a song i wrote and sing to myself,
the chorus, it goes like this:
“you’re safe now”