You, yeah you. You there?

btp Poems

I tried talking online, I tried breaking my spine, I tried eating like a swine, I tried waiting for a sign, I just want you to be mine. I tried finding a girl, I tried jumping in life's swirl, I jump further the more I sink, I feel scared but don't even blink, I like milky skin, with accents of pink, I tried connecting but can't find a link. I know what I want but I probably don't, I think I'm sick but can't find an antidote, I wanna jump in front of a car on a busy road, I should but right now I'm tasting some self-loathe. Besides, I'm writing this, You should be here, you don't know what I miss, The last one, to end the night, Please stay with me, for I feel so much fright, And I feel like I'm blessed with blight, Yes you, you wonderful reader, You probably are, also a bleeder. Please love me.