When I tell someone to
leave when I am the one who is hurt
and they leave without a fight
Deep inside
I am hurting a whole lot
Not showing the outside world
that my head
is spinning with a bunch of thoughts all at once
not being able to concentrate on the one thing I am afraid of
Distracted and making myself fear more than several things
at a time
dozens of scenarios pass through my head
with several ways to go through the scenarios
I always seem to get hurt or it concluding with me or someone else dying
Taking deep breaths focusing back to the world I am left to face my real-world problems
Feb 15, 2019
Feb 15, 2019 at 9:23 AM UTC
When I tell someone to
leave when I am the one who is hurt
and they leave without a fight
Deep inside
I am hurting a whole lot
Not showing the outside world
that my head
is spinning with a bunch of thoughts all at once
not being able to concentrate on the one thing I am afraid of
Distracted and making myself fear more than several things
at a time
dozens of scenarios pass through my head
with several ways to go through the scenarios
I always seem to get hurt or it concluding with me or someone else dying
Taking deep breaths focusing back to the world I am left to face my real-world problems
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