I used to have a lot of friends.
Used to.
They're still there just not the same.
Everyone thinks Im so confident and cocky.
That;s ********
I've always felt alone.
Even amongst my closest friends.
Who ,of course all hate me.
Not that you could tell.
But i just play pretend .
Dance along.
Play the fool.
I hate the expression "tears of a clown".
Which is ironic, i suppose.
But no matter what i cant escape.
What is it about me that prefers to be hated than ignored.
I know who i am.
I know people don't like him.
Count me amongst you.
Please just count me.
Please.
I think I'll fade away else.
Dont let me be alone.
I cant do that.
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 12:44 PM UTC
I used to have a lot of friends.
Used to.
They're still there just not the same.
Everyone thinks Im so confident and cocky.
That;s ********
I've always felt alone.
Even amongst my closest friends.
Who ,of course all hate me.
Not that you could tell.
But i just play pretend .
Dance along.
Play the fool.
I hate the expression "tears of a clown".
Which is ironic, i suppose.
But no matter what i cant escape.
What is it about me that prefers to be hated than ignored.
I know who i am.
I know people don't like him.
Count me amongst you.
Please just count me.
Please.
I think I'll fade away else.
Dont let me be alone.
I cant do that.