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I feel so alone right now I look through my empty eyes Just clinging to anything, anyone I'm so tired, the pull is getting stronger Sleep is useless, I dream no more I'm being pulled into The Black Hole I can feel that familiar emptiness It's here, I don't want to fight anymore I can feel It surrounding me I'm inside looking out at life Do I want to give up my life Should I call out to others for help Can I reach out with my hands Maybe I'm too deep by now Maybe I'll turn away and just fall Do I really believe anyone cares I can't decide, it's too much I can see people I used to call friends Maybe if I jump, I can grab the edge Then I call out to anyone at this time You heard my cry and turned to me You reached out your loving hands You took hold of mine, I felt different The Black Hole didn't want me to go I wrapped my hands around yours You pulled, It pulled back with force I was starting back up to the light I looked up into your pools of life I could see unrequited love there to My heart and soul were overflowing I could feel the grip of The Black Hole This time, I chose to fight for my life You pulled and I kicked free At first, I felt very vulnerable You wrapped me in Your arms There are no words but I hear you I feel and hear you in my soul My depression blinded me from You I was so wracked with my own issues I forgot to look for a reason to pray I forgot Your promise to all of us Your promise to always walk with us Your promise to always listen to us Your promise to always care for us All we need to do is to be humble and Pray and You will forever be there When you feel like you have no one When you feel like your life has let you Down and you can see It coming Turn away, clear your thoughts Humble yourself, get down on your Knees and pray If we don't ask for what we need With your voice, God loves to hear us   He can't help unless you give your     Whole heart and soul and trust Him He has promised to help us fulfill our Lives when you believe in Him Jesus Christ is our only way to eternal Life, to be with God and your family Jesus Christ pulled me from my Black Hole, my life is not perfect, I still live With problems in my normal life The difference is I added Jesus Christ And God         I Believe      I have Faith Written by Julia L Carlson Vogel Please do not copy and pass as your work.   @Copyright Julia L Carlson Vogel
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Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 11:59 PM UTC
Out of the Black Hole of Depression
I feel so alone right now I look through my empty eyes Just clinging to anything, anyone I'm so tired, the pull is getting stronger Sleep is useless, I dream no more I'm being pulled into The Black Hole I can feel that familiar emptiness It's here, I don't want to fight anymore I can feel It surrounding me I'm inside looking out at life Do I want to give up my life Should I call out to others for help Can I reach out with my hands Maybe I'm too deep by now Maybe I'll turn away and just fall Do I really believe anyone cares I can't decide, it's too much I can see people I used to call friends Maybe if I jump, I can grab the edge Then I call out to anyone at this time You heard my cry and turned to me You reached out your loving hands You took hold of mine, I felt different The Black Hole didn't want me to go I wrapped my hands around yours You pulled, It pulled back with force I was starting back up to the light I looked up into your pools of life I could see unrequited love there to My heart and soul were overflowing I could feel the grip of The Black Hole This time, I chose to fight for my life You pulled and I kicked free At first, I felt very vulnerable You wrapped me in Your arms There are no words but I hear you I feel and hear you in my soul My depression blinded me from You I was so wracked with my own issues I forgot to look for a reason to pray I forgot Your promise to all of us Your promise to always walk with us Your promise to always listen to us Your promise to always care for us All we need to do is to be humble and Pray and You will forever be there When you feel like you have no one When you feel like your life has let you Down and you can see It coming Turn away, clear your thoughts Humble yourself, get down on your Knees and pray If we don't ask for what we need With your voice, God loves to hear us   He can't help unless you give your     Whole heart and soul and trust Him He has promised to help us fulfill our Lives when you believe in Him Jesus Christ is our only way to eternal Life, to be with God and your family Jesus Christ pulled me from my Black Hole, my life is not perfect, I still live With problems in my normal life The difference is I added Jesus Christ And God         I Believe      I have Faith Written by Julia L Carlson Vogel Please do not copy and pass as your work.   @Copyright Julia L Carlson Vogel
This is my story about my Black Hole of Depression and how I had help to get out. My divine intervention.
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59/F/Minnesota
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 11:59 PM UTC
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