i thought i knew what love was,
but i only knew what someone
being in love with me felt like,
the soaring of my heart lifted
up by hands other than my own
love unrequited was a different story,
feeling always like a hand is on
the back of your head, holding
you under water until just before
you've lost your last living breath
throwing away love is just like
throwing away a living breathing thing,
i realized this too late, and it's
impossible to rececitate something
that's been gone for weeks
loving the idea of something that
is so incredibly and indescribably
wrong for you, but wanting it anyways
depsite the rivers and valleys
you must drag yourself through
to finally arrive at the foot of a mountain
i thought i understood what it meant
to be in love, but it turns out, i don't
understand much of anything
Feb 1, 2013
Feb 1, 2013 at 2:01 AM UTC
i thought i knew what love was,
but i only knew what someone
being in love with me felt like,
the soaring of my heart lifted
up by hands other than my own
love unrequited was a different story,
feeling always like a hand is on
the back of your head, holding
you under water until just before
you've lost your last living breath
throwing away love is just like
throwing away a living breathing thing,
i realized this too late, and it's
impossible to rececitate something
that's been gone for weeks
loving the idea of something that
is so incredibly and indescribably
wrong for you, but wanting it anyways
depsite the rivers and valleys
you must drag yourself through
to finally arrive at the foot of a mountain
i thought i understood what it meant
to be in love, but it turns out, i don't
understand much of anything
