I am my own worst enemy
I lost my mind
Tears - they kept on flowing.
18 electro-convulsive therapies later…
My mind’s all scared..
Like nuking meat in the microwave…
It’s sad and glowing.
On and off the wagon
I hurt my leg and couldn't keep walking.
I beg for help
But I couldn't afford the crutch
Can I play this game, any longer?
Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
“Never!”
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 1:46 AM UTC
I am my own worst enemy
I lost my mind
Tears - they kept on flowing.
18 electro-convulsive therapies later…
My mind’s all scared..
Like nuking meat in the microwave…
It’s sad and glowing.
On and off the wagon
I hurt my leg and couldn't keep walking.
I beg for help
But I couldn't afford the crutch
Can I play this game, any longer?
Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
“Never!”
I have suffered through Ednos and Adhd,PTSD, and Addictions for many years. I was never broken. I got my help and stronger with the right family. Friends. I got stronger. Support to any who still suffer and have yet to find their own ground.
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