i'll be okay, is that what you want me to say?

kelly-landis Poems

I dreamt about you last night, and it hurts When I look back and ask myself, Why I ever took your graciousness for granted Placed it on the ground and stomped hard Over and over and I ruined you I know I did, and now I live with The reality of that But I don’t know if that was me, I think that was me... And I lost her, when I lost you I will never get you back in the grasp of my hands I have memories, and they are all that suffice I can say that I was happy, I was so happy and I could see marriage Being a possibility Rather than something I ran from But I realize I have always been flighty and flirty And the disadvantage is all mine Because you will find someone who Gives you something, All of her, all parts While I will still be stuck here, Trying to figure out ways To gain something back that is long gone