I ******* hate
That I have to quit smoking.
I'm not a quitter.
Smoking fills the gaps in time
Between teenage self-awareness and
And sleep of any kind.
I crave to feel the smoke inside
Slowly eating at my pride.
I don’t want to live as long as you
And watch the world divide.
It’s what I do when you are mad
It’s what I do to **** the pain
At least when my hands are doing this
I forget your cold disdain.
At this point, it’s pure economics.
I don’t want to stop
I love the power of choice, even if that choice
Is poor.
But you can’t pull your weight without me,
So smoking, nevermore.
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
I ******* hate
That I have to quit smoking.
I'm not a quitter.
Smoking fills the gaps in time
Between teenage self-awareness and
And sleep of any kind.
I crave to feel the smoke inside
Slowly eating at my pride.
I don’t want to live as long as you
And watch the world divide.
It’s what I do when you are mad
It’s what I do to **** the pain
At least when my hands are doing this
I forget your cold disdain.
At this point, it’s pure economics.
I don’t want to stop
I love the power of choice, even if that choice
Is poor.
But you can’t pull your weight without me,
So smoking, nevermore.