Why do I torture myself.
I remind myself of you.
Those feelings you caused.
Those thoughts I’ve thought while fighting to stay alive.
You creep back up and ruin the walls I built.
Why can’t you just stay away.
You leave me to just return when I’m finally living?
Just to **** me all over again.
Maybe I should just stay dying.
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 3:22 AM UTC
Why do I torture myself.
I remind myself of you.
Those feelings you caused.
Those thoughts I’ve thought while fighting to stay alive.
You creep back up and ruin the walls I built.
Why can’t you just stay away.
You leave me to just return when I’m finally living?
Just to **** me all over again.
Maybe I should just stay dying.
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