The fear of your own flesh
The skin that cages you helplessly
As a fish frozen inside a lake
Banished from the sunsets lovely
Cold, stagnant and painful
The knowing your body is raw
Sorrow one could only feel in dreams
Just as fearful as knowing it’s wrong
Skin caging us so tightly, like
The potatoes your aunt used to peel
Sitting in your grandmas chair
The memories of when you were better
A child riding a half broken bike
Figuring out how to get the jelly jar to seal
Putting up and braiding long hair
Writing important Christmas letters
Now all that fills you is worry
Your family cant understand the
Skin they gave you isnt fitting
And all you can explain is because
Because it’s how you grew up
Because it’s how you’ve become
Because your head was never ******* on right
And now you fear being alone
Now all that you are is someone
Your family doesn’t know but I swear
As you explore on your own
You find people who love and care
They love and care and hold you
Peeling potatoes of their own
And together you watch the sunset
As you explore you wont ever be alone
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 3:36 PM UTC
The fear of your own flesh
The skin that cages you helplessly
As a fish frozen inside a lake
Banished from the sunsets lovely
Cold, stagnant and painful
The knowing your body is raw
Sorrow one could only feel in dreams
Just as fearful as knowing it’s wrong
Skin caging us so tightly, like
The potatoes your aunt used to peel
Sitting in your grandmas chair
The memories of when you were better
A child riding a half broken bike
Figuring out how to get the jelly jar to seal
Putting up and braiding long hair
Writing important Christmas letters
Now all that fills you is worry
Your family cant understand the
Skin they gave you isnt fitting
And all you can explain is because
Because it’s how you grew up
Because it’s how you’ve become
Because your head was never ******* on right
And now you fear being alone
Now all that you are is someone
Your family doesn’t know but I swear
As you explore on your own
You find people who love and care
They love and care and hold you
Peeling potatoes of their own
And together you watch the sunset
As you explore you wont ever be alone
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