Stage 1
I waited
For a smile
A laugh
For you to reveal
A cruel joke
I would of
Laughed
And forgiven
Kissed your cheek
A playful slap
But you continued
And I choked and
Never said a word
Stage 2
I blamed myself
My pride
Was my downfall
If I gave in maybe
You would of stayed
I was idiotic
And clingy
If I could only change maybe
You would come back
But you didn’t
You wouldn’t
And I
Never said a word
Stage 3
I was disappointed
In myself
For letting you
Break me
I should have never stayed
Through the yelling
The tears
The constant manipulation
I was idiotic
And naive
Why would I
Let myself
Never say a word
Stage 4
I was angry
That anyone
Could do the things
That you did to me
Rage bubbled
And scrapped
At all things I
Believed and was good
In me
And I wanted to
Scream and say
Everything but I
Never said a word
Stage 5
I mourned
Everything you took
My willingness
To fall
Without looking
My trust
That someone
Could love me
With my broken pieces
But here I am
Missing myself
And I still
Never said a word
Stage 6
I forgave
Myself
Not him
But maybe
Someday
I will
And now
I guess
It’s time
To learn
Love again
But still I’ll
Never say a word
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 4:01 PM UTC
Stage 1
I waited
For a smile
A laugh
For you to reveal
A cruel joke
I would of
Laughed
And forgiven
Kissed your cheek
A playful slap
But you continued
And I choked and
Never said a word
Stage 2
I blamed myself
My pride
Was my downfall
If I gave in maybe
You would of stayed
I was idiotic
And clingy
If I could only change maybe
You would come back
But you didn’t
You wouldn’t
And I
Never said a word
Stage 3
I was disappointed
In myself
For letting you
Break me
I should have never stayed
Through the yelling
The tears
The constant manipulation
I was idiotic
And naive
Why would I
Let myself
Never say a word
Stage 4
I was angry
That anyone
Could do the things
That you did to me
Rage bubbled
And scrapped
At all things I
Believed and was good
In me
And I wanted to
Scream and say
Everything but I
Never said a word
Stage 5
I mourned
Everything you took
My willingness
To fall
Without looking
My trust
That someone
Could love me
With my broken pieces
But here I am
Missing myself
And I still
Never said a word
Stage 6
I forgave
Myself
Not him
But maybe
Someday
I will
And now
I guess
It’s time
To learn
Love again
But still I’ll
Never say a word