I'm too ****** up to go back
My brothers gotta come and save me
They gotta drive my car for me
I'm strobing in and out of consciousness
But it's still not as bad as getting knocked out in a fight
The nausea's not even as bad as the first time I stole whiskey
And vomited black chunks
I'm going to do this again
And things much worse afterwards
I'm hanging out the window
Slumped and rag-dolled
On my way to rent a tuxedo
I'm starting to figure out
What the chasms between me and you are made out of
Where the differences of deep values lie
I know why I can sleep right next to you and still be an infinity away
And no amount of drugs, drinks or ***** will ever rid me of it
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
I'm too ****** up to go back
My brothers gotta come and save me
They gotta drive my car for me
I'm strobing in and out of consciousness
But it's still not as bad as getting knocked out in a fight
The nausea's not even as bad as the first time I stole whiskey
And vomited black chunks
I'm going to do this again
And things much worse afterwards
I'm hanging out the window
Slumped and rag-dolled
On my way to rent a tuxedo
I'm starting to figure out
What the chasms between me and you are made out of
Where the differences of deep values lie
I know why I can sleep right next to you and still be an infinity away
And no amount of drugs, drinks or ***** will ever rid me of it
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