I loved you
I loved you so much it hurt
Your words had such an impact you made me believe I was perfect.
Your soft touch
The way your hand engulfed mine
The way your hugs made me feel like I was floating.
The problem was your anger
Your short temper
Lack of patience.
The way you would grab my wrists
The glare from your piercing eyes
The words that left bruises on my heart.
I am conflicted
I want to hold you
I want to be by your side.
Even after the way you treated me
I know I’m wrong to feel this way
I know I shouldn’t feel like this.
The thought of you brings me anxiety
Yet seeing you in the hall brings me ease,
Until I remember those broken eyes of yours are my fault.
I can’t feel like this anymore
I’m sure you don’t feel remorse
Why should I feel like this when you are perfectly fine.
I shouldn’t have let you in
I should have kept my walls up
I should have been more protective of my oh so fragile heart.
I suppose the only thing left for me to say
Is how I hope you don’t treat anyone else this way
They might not be as passive.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 10:33 AM UTC
I loved you
I loved you so much it hurt
Your words had such an impact you made me believe I was perfect.
Your soft touch
The way your hand engulfed mine
The way your hugs made me feel like I was floating.
The problem was your anger
Your short temper
Lack of patience.
The way you would grab my wrists
The glare from your piercing eyes
The words that left bruises on my heart.
I am conflicted
I want to hold you
I want to be by your side.
Even after the way you treated me
I know I’m wrong to feel this way
I know I shouldn’t feel like this.
The thought of you brings me anxiety
Yet seeing you in the hall brings me ease,
Until I remember those broken eyes of yours are my fault.
I can’t feel like this anymore
I’m sure you don’t feel remorse
Why should I feel like this when you are perfectly fine.
I shouldn’t have let you in
I should have kept my walls up
I should have been more protective of my oh so fragile heart.
I suppose the only thing left for me to say
Is how I hope you don’t treat anyone else this way
They might not be as passive.