There's something to the thoughts in my head that build a wall
right in front of
me, it screams
love love love love love
love love love love love
love love love love love
love love love love love
and seems to pulse with all that time has said
my hands reach out to touch it but I'm already on the other side
through apparition or self contradiction?
what did I feel at that time.
I turn to look back but all I see is darkness
there is a lightswitch in my eyes but a voice in my head says it's not yet the right moment
I turn back to look in front and there's more darkness ahead
there's a lightswitch in my eyes but my heart says
" let's rest instead "
so I sit down and look around,
there's wind but I feel nothing.
All there is that's burned into my mind is the wall that could've made me feel something
where I shut off the recorder in my brain and refused to let myself feel
maybe because if I had, I'd be sitting here with pain bleeding from my brain
I make out to be strong, but I know I'm the weakest, that's why the fight never stops and I'm always left lying in stills
A light comes on and I look back at the wall and it's not there.
What is reality and what is fantasy when both ceases to exist when I'm the most in despair
Where the emotions are the realest and it's hard to even take in some air
Where the world is the brightest with flashing colors of reality mixing with messed hair
everything is broken and needs to be repaired
but I turn my head to what's in front of me
light switch still turned on
It's still dark, there's not much of anything.
it's time to get up on that stage and sing
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 3:37 AM UTC
There's something to the thoughts in my head that build a wall
right in front of
me, it screams
love love love love love
love love love love love
love love love love love
love love love love love
and seems to pulse with all that time has said
my hands reach out to touch it but I'm already on the other side
through apparition or self contradiction?
what did I feel at that time.
I turn to look back but all I see is darkness
there is a lightswitch in my eyes but a voice in my head says it's not yet the right moment
I turn back to look in front and there's more darkness ahead
there's a lightswitch in my eyes but my heart says
" let's rest instead "
so I sit down and look around,
there's wind but I feel nothing.
All there is that's burned into my mind is the wall that could've made me feel something
where I shut off the recorder in my brain and refused to let myself feel
maybe because if I had, I'd be sitting here with pain bleeding from my brain
I make out to be strong, but I know I'm the weakest, that's why the fight never stops and I'm always left lying in stills
A light comes on and I look back at the wall and it's not there.
What is reality and what is fantasy when both ceases to exist when I'm the most in despair
Where the emotions are the realest and it's hard to even take in some air
Where the world is the brightest with flashing colors of reality mixing with messed hair
everything is broken and needs to be repaired
but I turn my head to what's in front of me
light switch still turned on
It's still dark, there's not much of anything.
it's time to get up on that stage and sing
